There are so many things in this life to learn, though most of what i want to learn is only to prepare me for my real life...

It's such a long journey and it's tough, but I'm polishing my breast plate and I'm sharpening my sword to be a stronger Christian (yes I've been reading some Ephesians)

I'm so thankful for so many things in my life right now that I don't even know how to begin or say thank you, but thank you...

I'm trying so hard to let go of this world of all the things that I have let consume me and it's so tough...

I do know that the Lord is what completes me though and that it is the number 1 thing in my life. My guidance, my light, my TRUTH.

It's funny how the Lord pulls you up to him and pulls you back down when you are off track and seem to be rising up too far and I'm thankful...

I wish that I was better at expressing myself with my words and slowing my mind to even know what's really going on up there but all in all I'm happy and I'm trying...

Thanks for having faith in me Lord...

There is only one thing that I know for sure about life and that is that some things I will never understand... Though it is hard to realise I am coming to terms with this fact...

It's funny that new years is such a big thing because anymore it's just another day of life, not another day of a year when I really think about it...

I have a lot of things to work on...

My bedroom is almost organised and up to par, and I've started on the office and I shall slowly move through the whole apt...

I have to say though that I am confused at what I have ever really done  to make you act the way you do towards me...

Obama won Iowa... One great step to a better U.S...

In other news though I wish that we could all take a step outside ourselves and see how we truly act and come to terms with this and try and better ourselves...

I'm going to start going to the Vineyard with Em... Nothing against anyone I just have never quite felt as comfortable as I think I should at Windsor Road...

I'm itchy...

G'night